You can't fill these shoes.

Dear God,

I am so jealous and frustrated right now. Please help me.

Amen.

I got a chance to watch All Time Low perform live. It was so surreal! The whole entire time while watching them perform right in front of me, I kept repeating to myself, NO WAY. THIS IS JUST A DREAM. But then, I got a chance to meet them personally after their awesome show.

I went up to the band's vocalist, Mr. Alex Gaskarth.. in the flesh! I asked him if I could have my picture taken with him. I then stood beside him excitedly and I felt his hand holding my shoulder. I can't help but feel kilig. He then flashed a wide, charming smile. I too, can't help but flash a really wide, over excited smile for the camera.

I thanked him after. He then smiled and said it was no big deal. Then while I was about to leave, he gave me one of the awesomest hugs I have ever had in my entire life. I didn't want him to let go. I could stay like that with him forever. The hug felt really warm.. I'm in heaven. I just died of happiness.

I got more than what I bargained for. I got to see them live. I got a hug from my ultimate crush. I got their autograph. I've got a picture with them. :) I'm happy.

Then, I woke up. Sh*t.