I wish I could say that I am doing okay but I am not. I am having a truly difficult time coping with this gigantic challenge in my life. I feel so lost right now but I still continue to cling on to God.
I need to give a better surrender to Him but something is still holding me back. Clearly, the situation is out of my control. I try my hardest always to block out all the cloudiness inside my brain and saltiness from my eyes. But sometimes, I just can't help but go weary from all the pretenses I put on for the people around me. I need to come up with a resolution for the paradox that is my life. Lord, whatever it is that you want to do with my life, please take over. I don't know what else to do.
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